An accurate representation on my emotional state right now.. Constantly fighting to keep your face above the water, but the current and waves are just too strong and they keep pulling back down.. Until you feel you don’t have it in you to keep fighting and just want to let go and fall…
that comment is so true I cant even describe how perfect that is. trying to struggle only makes it worse though, it tries you out so much an drains you.
“And so we beat on, boats against the current, borne ceaselessly into the past.”
Those are the final lines of The Great Gatsby, and they talk about how the characters in the book keep reaching for their dreams, but every day those dreams just get farther away, until the reader realises that the characters are actually just pursuing a figment of their imagination, a wild, hopeless hope.
Kind of sad, huh?